| | I am 30 weeks. I have 1o more weeks to go. And I am seriously having some mixed feelings. Part of me can not wait to give birth and get my body back. To get rid of the heartburn and the never ceasing nausea, the ability to sleep on my tummy would be nice and I would love to have a nice glass of wine. BUT I love my bump. I think it is cute. I love watching baby (named the-cutie by Maddie) roll and kick inside of me. I am tired but I know that I am getting more sleep now than I will when the-cutie comes. I HATE the sleep deprivation. I do not cope well. I like sleep.
I can not wait to nurse this little one. BUT that again has always been hard for me. I have supply issues and it is exhausting maintaining the feed/pump schedule that i have to to even get baby 60% breast milk vs formula. I hope this time will be different and I think that it will. I learned a lot in my last pregnancy. And can apply it this time from the start.
I worry about the impact on the new baby on my current baby. Morgan. Morgan is very attached and does not like when I talk about the new baby at all. She will point to the bump and say "naughty baby".
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